Tuesday, 04 January 2011

  • It's been awhile...again.

    Hello everyone,

     

    So I know it's been like 8 months or something, I don't really care enough to count since I posted my last blog. I kinda went off and focused on other things that now don't matter haha. I was going threw a weird period around the time but now I'm back to my good'ol self! I just found my password also...

    So, I again, don't really care about how many people read this I just kinda write on here to vent how I feel.. a blog.. kinda like one of those, yeah?!

    But, life is some sort settled right now and I have a short while to sit down and be lazy and write a bit... none-the-less I'll have plenty to write about once I start working and shit builds up in me that I can't say to customers..

    So just a recap I'm alive and doing okay so to speak. Will be blogging more often soon/shortly.

  • It's been awhile...again.

    Hello everyone,

     

    So I know it's been like 8 months or something, I don't really care enough to count since I posted my last blog. I kinda went off and focused on other things that now don't matter haha. I was going threw a weird period around the time but now I'm back to my good'ol self! I just found my password also...

    So, I again, don't really care about how many people read this I just kinda write on here to vent how I feel.. a blog.. kinda like one of those, yeah?!

    But, life is some sort settled right now and I have a short while to sit down and be lazy and write a bit... none-the-less I'll have plenty to write about once I start working and shit builds up in me that I can't say to customers..

    So just a recap I'm alive and doing okay so to speak. Will be blogging more often soon/shortly.

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

  • Bullies...

    What A Fucked Up World..

    From childhood, to highschool, to adulthood- they're everywhere. You figure with age, people would mature and learn to stop being such pricks... well, I guess not. In the town I live in, since I'm different people pick on me all the time. I've now come to turn the other cheek and ignore the bastards, but it's insane how much they do it and I see how many people they hurt. If you're not a cheerleader, on the football team, or even dressing a certain way. You're an outcast. When I was in school I'd walk down the halls to hear people whispering about almost everyone passing by. Sounds cliche, I know. Even my own Guardian, someone who is supposed to be a protector is far from that. He picks on my cats, yes my cats for heavens sake! And makes his little smart-ass comments about everything I say, do, or even don't! Judgmental and cruel people are in this world, and it breaks me to see how cold-hearted people can be. Though, it's funny... when people talk their jazz about them, they have to stand up and be all tough and middy. Hm, I never understood that. I have a 15 year old friend, who everyone is ALWAYS picking at her, and why? Because they're jealous that she's exotic, thin, tan, and very pretty. People hate what they can't have, and that's her looks and again the fact that she's exotic. People always associate me with being cold-hearted, depressed, and etc. I'm the most perky, bubbliest person I think anyone knows! But when you're clothes are different, or you have piercings that are out of the norm. it doesn't matter. And adults "try" to do something about it but, they honestly could give two-shits less. I know this because I've dealt with bullies since childhood. So if someone's picking on you, be the mature one and walk away because obviously they have nothing else good to do with their lives. They're ego is beyond low, trust me. I normally think to myself, grow up, or grow a pair, honestly now. So, the next time someone decides to be a smart-ass to you and say shit about you, turn the other cheek. Because they're not worth going to prison.

Friday, 18 June 2010

  • To Be Feared?


    Are You Afraid Of The "Unknown"

         OK, so this picture isn't the best for this blog but it helps with a point I want to make. People are scared of Gothic/Metal Head people because they dress "odd." But it doesn't make them bad people! I'm "Goth" but there's two things. 1) I don't always dress in black. Frankly, it's too damn hot now. 2) I'm not "depressed" all the time, or sad, or etc. I'm actually a really happy person and I laugh too much to be healthy, haha. Now this bitch up in the picture, she's your typical stereotype. Fat, White face, Black BLACK Makeup, the whole bloody thing going on, and you can continue the list. I'm diggin the corset though, to be honest. But like, this is ridiculous. Colors are too much fun not to experiment with and to throw on so it looks like the gay leprechaun puked on you! People don't seem to realize you can incorporate many different sub-cultures into your style and actually BE YOURSELF by making your own statement. Honestly, I label but get over it, who gives a fuck? But if someone was to throw goth, scene, ghetto, chola, and whatever else into one outfit. I'd say shit, they may not be "original" but it's certainly a fucked up style OF THEIR OWN. Like, in the business world you HAVE to conform... it's life. But while you're a teenager we should be able to dress how we want without being patronized by others because we're different. HELLO world, everyone is different! Nobody is exactly the same, NOBODY. But this world is too damn closed minded to realize that...

    I guess that's just the way to cookie crumbles...
    Now imma go get a damn cookie.

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

  • Animal Abuse.


    Could You Ever Hurt That Face?

    I'm the proud mommy of two gorgeous, amazing cats! Also three cute little hamsters. I admit, I've spanked my cat's rumps more than once. And cuddled them and said sorry almost every time (It's a you had to be there, thing) But I've never hurt them! At least, intentionally (What, you've never accidentally kicked your cat?!) Anyway, I see poor, sad, lonely cat's, and dogs and the street without a home, or a family. And I always just want to pick them up and bring them home. How can anyone do that to the animal unless it naturally wants to be an outdoor cat. I see the PETA commercials (I don't support them by any means necessary though) and the Humane Society commercials and I always cry. I always ask my SO, "Baby, how can anyone do that to an animal?" We both get up, grab my kitties, and snuggle them and don't let them go. I would hold my hamsters but they're little assholes and bite, haha- at least 2/3 do. But, I always look at my little Smokey, or Momma and always tell them how cute they are, or how much I love them. Now, there was once where I did something really fucked up. I have zero tolerance for many things. Including animals and babies. But, I can control myself with animals more. But, my cat was spraying everywhere at one point and I got so fed up, I used him to clean his own spray. Now, don't get me wrong, I felt terrible. But this is why I'm never being a mother :)  But anyway, alot of my friends have animals, and I've never seen anyone of them hit their animals in an abusive manner. I love puppies and kitties the most though. A cute little poofy kitten, or a tiny little fish-eyed puppy. Come on, that equals mush to me! I pamper my animals. My cats get more love than I think they want haha. And I always buy them new toys, plenty of food, and I'm always playing with them. (The kitten more-so) I'm actually looking at him right now, and he's all little (well... sort of) and fat, and licking himself all cutely (:  I just think to myself, how would someone ever be able to hurt him?! Plus, the two cats fight enough between them selves to be a punishment if they ever do anything bad. Though, momma gets her ass whooped (:

    So, the gist is... don't hurt your animals. And if you know someone who's doing it. Call a local ASPCA right away and save that poor animals. They have feelings, emotions, and a heart just like us. If someone hurts them... they know it and feel it. If you think to yourself, "Man, I never want to have to go through that." Well, my friend. Neither do they.